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My life is one big fest of suckiness. Well... at least it felt that way when my day of classes finished.

During the physics discussion I revealed to my group that I have never had physics in my life. That broke a little ice between us. Calc wasn't bad but the homework assignment is insanely psycho. German was as crazy as ever. And then there was the physics lab. My lab partner was nice but we all know how good I am at labs. The lab wasn't really too bad but the write-up is going to suck. I have to find a ruler to finish getting the data that we didn't have time to do during the 2 hours of lab and I have to figure out what data I'm supposed to get. I'm considering dropping it or at least changing it to pass/fail. I'd feel bad dropping it now and leaving my lab partner all alone, but I guess I'll just have to do what I have to do. I'm going to talk to an advisor later this week.

I'm so hungry. It's currently 5:15 and I haven't eaten all day (I was about to put "eated" but I stopped myself just in time).

Everything is over my head and I'm struggling to stay afloat... trying not to get bogged down by all the work and then sink to the bottom of failure...

I went to a Cru thing tonight and it presented some interesting options. I definitely want to get more involved with things, help out where I'm needed, and I'm basically open to all the options... I just need to find where I belong.