This calc homework is kicking my butt...

...and there is nowhere to go for help. I have no one to turn to at this point. Did I ever really have anyone? Maybe, maybe not. Perhaps I should just give up this pointless, everlasting struggle. But is it pointless? Some would say it is not, and on the good days I tend to believe them. But then there are those days when I am terribly beat by this thing that I both love and hate, and I begin to wonder if I really want to continue. Is it truly worth it? I hope the answer is yes.

But, no worries. I will emerge victorious. ...However, there will be no alcohol for me today. We all know it's not safe to drink and derive. ;)

I made some time this afternoon to play the piano. It was refreshing. After that, I worked on calc for a few hours. That was positively painstaking, brain-busting, arduous work... and yet considerably enjoyable at the same time. I then took a walk to the Michigan League to buy a ticket for Band-O-Rama, and I did. The rest of my evening will consist of dinner, Stargate, taping up pictures, math lab, German studying, calc studying, and sleeping.

I will leave you with this quote from Salcador Dali:
"There is only one difference between a madman and me. I am not mad."