First of all...

let me just say that yesterday was fun... yesterday meaning Wednesday. Today was fun. We took movies back and stopped at The Legacy where I had a delicious coffee chiller. Then I had to go to a dinner so I could receive my scholarship money. It was a bunch of smoking old ladies, but it wasn't bad. Jazz band is hot. Swimming was cold. Paycheck is unfinished.

I don't remember if I said this already today so if I did I'll say it again. I don't like it when I log on to my instant messangers and the little thing pops up saying I have email, getting my hopes up that it will be something good, only to get to my email and see that it is something dumb. That happened today with my yahoo. I logged on to messenger and it said that I had one new message. Now, I had been kinda hoping for a certain email and so naturally I began hoping. I got to my email and all it was was a dumb newsletter thing. Grrr. But it didn't bother me a whole lot because I am beginning to disconnect from things... one being the habit of checking my email 20 times a day. Ha, that's actually why I'm on the internet right now... I had to check my email before I went to bed. I am addicted.

Sometimes, sometimes... the things in my head are hard to put into words.